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![]() Nakilala kita sa chatroom. You needed someone to talk to dahil u said napa-praning ka. So I listened to your problems. Di naman ako napipilitan lang na makining sa yo.
I listened to you not becoz I had to..but becoz I wanted to dahil u sounded sincere. So we chatted for a few hours. You pouring your heart out and me, listening intently and offering whatever advise i could give just to ease any pain pain u were feeling. We spent a few hours chatting till you had to go. Since then inaantay kita every day na magsign-on para makausap kita. We started calling each other "bestfriend". I wasn't planning to and didn't want to but I fell in love with you. [...] I have a friend from high school. In fact, I am proud to say that he's my best friend. We only got to know each other well in our last year in high school. And now, we go to the same university and take up the same course. Fortunate turn of events? Yes--- most of the times... No--- sometimes...
We had made a pact before (not of blood nor of contract, but of understanding and friendship) that no matter what happens, we won't leave each other. What happened? Now he's got a bunch of new friends, and I've got mine. End of story? Not. [...] Alam mo ba miss na miss na kita. Mas-miss kita ngayon kesa dati. Bakit ba ganon, kung kelan wala na tayo tsaka kita namimiss ng ganito. Araw-araw ko chinecheck yung mail ko kung meron kang e-mail sa’kin. Minsan pa nga 3 beses ko check yung account ko umaasa na baka nage-mail ka na. Tapos kadalasan kahit alam ko na alanganing oras dyan para magon-line ka o basta maginternet ka lang, binubuksan ko yung yahoo messenger ko umaasa na baka magpakita ka, pero kahit wala ok lang, siguro next time na lang ulit. Minsan pa kailangan ko mangutang ng pera para makabili ako ng phone card na pantawag sa’yo.
Sabi ng mga friends ko kalimutan na kita. Gustuhin ko man hindi ko magawa kasi ang hirap. You’re all over me. Para kang wall paper na nakadikit sa mundo ko [...] Di ko alam kung bakit ako nagising ng 2:30 ng madaling araw, parang may nagtulak sa akin na mag log-on at silipin sandali ang aking chat room. Hindi naman normal sa akin ang gumising at mag chat ng 2:30 ng madaling araw pero di ko alam kung ano ang nagtulak sa akin para gawin iyon. Siguro ay dahil na rin sa sobrang lungkot na nadarama ko sa aking pag iisa. Malungkot kasi ang buhay dito sa Gitnang Silangan hindi tulad dyan sa inyo sa London na maluwag ang pamumuhay, pwede kang kumilos at gawin lahat ng iyong maibigan.
Wala ako ni isa mang kaibigan na nagcha-chat kaya naisipan kong pumasok sa OFW room, doon ko nakita ang ID mo at naisipan kong PM kita, sumagot ka naman. [...] I have this faith that I have kept for years, so many people have come and gone in my life but still a part of me held on to the belief that one day, somebody will stay.
I can't recall all the times that we've spent together, all I know is that, once in my life, he made me very happy. He's 10 years my senior, we met one semester, I was an ordinary student while he was one of the intelligent professors. At first it was just friendship, since he was very close to his students, until everything changed. We fell in love and it was beautiful. But it was a forbidden relationship because he was married. [...] A teardrop
The heartwarming sunshine of my smiles Rich, deep laughter resonating for eternity Demons and monsters emanating from the wellsprings of my fears Destructive rage Sinful thoughts in the tightly-locked safe of my mind Exasperating jealousy rendering me helpless Self-consuming greed Anguish and grief released through heart-wracking sobs Deep... and dark secrets [...] November 7, 1998
Tanga, Andito pa ko sa school. Ang boring ng Anthro kaya eto sumulat na lang ako sayo. Kamusta araw mo? Grabe, miss na kita agad, anyway magkikita naman tayo bukas diba? Basta, loveyou! Naku nahuli ako ng prof... January 25, 1998 Tanga, Eto pinagluto na kita ng lunch.. bear with me di ako masarap magluto! Ano may angal? Hay basta enjoy mo na lang ha! luvu... [...] “Oo ney… lalapag ang eroplano namin dyan ng before twelve, sa lumang airport. Hanapin n’yo na lang ako. Sige, mag-ingat din kayo diyan.” Mabigat ang pagbaba ko ng telepono sa pagkakataon yun dahil alam ko, iba ang daratnan ko pagdating ko ng Pilipinas. Gusto na namang tumulo ng aking mga luha habang kausap ko ang asawa ko subalit, kailangan kong tibayan ang loob ko sa pagkakataong yun. Kailangan kong iparamdam sa kanya ang katatagan ko sa ganitong sitwasyon. Sa akin lang nila nahuhugot ang lakas ng loob na matagal ng sinusubukan gupuhin ng mga nakakalipas na pangyayari sa mga ilang araw na nagdaan. Subalit ang hindi nya alam, tuluyan ng tumulo ang luha sa aking mga mata, sa sakit na aking naramdaman, sa katotohanang dapat kong tanggapin, sa mga panghihinayang na wala na akong magagawa pa. [...]
Alam kong walang "u and me", kahit na minsan parang meron, pero malabo... napaka complicated talaga ng buhay natin no? Alala mo pa ba, nong nagkasakit ka at ako tinawag mo, ang saya ko kasi ako hinanap mo pero mas lalo akong hinimatay sa saya nong bigla at pabulong mong sinabi sa akin na "i love you", kung alam mo lang ang saya-saya ko nung araw na yun, di nga ako nakatulog nung gabing yun dahil sa kakaisip kung ano ba talaga ang ibig sabihin ng nangyari. Kala mo siguro hindi ko narunig no? I heard u, pa as-if lang ako na hindi kita narinig....kasi alam ko na wala tayong patutunguhan e. [...]
Marami kang iniisip, naiisip at gustong isipin. Pero mas gusto mong malaman ng lahat ng tao ang lahat ng kabangagan mo.
Wala lang. Magpapansin. Umasang may mag-rereply sa senseless thoughts mo. Mag-advice. Magsabing, "Oo.. naiintindihan kita.." Pero ayos lang sayo kahit di nila basahin to. Bakit pa? Sino ka ba? Nakakadiri. Ayaw mong tuksuhin ka nilang, "yuck!! Ang mushy mo pala!!" [...] |
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