hi...i am any other ordinary kid...i am a male..hapen to be liking another male...other words...i am gay.....let me start...i am an 18 that live mah life as a normal kid..i go to school..i go to work...i have friends...and everything else is normal its just the fact that i am gay ..and i dont go out with a gurls....i go out with a guys...i have a bf..he's name is henry...we grew up together we became friends since we were little kids...although he was 3 yrs older than i do..we still became gudfwends and a really gud lovers...at the age of 14 he was 17....then he ask me if want to be his bf...i said yeas right ayaw.....cuz u know..i was in luve with himm.since as long as i can member..we lasted about a yr.....we did not do anything...to the fact that we were scared to wut is going to happen to me..and him if pple would find out.....so all we did was kiss....and body contact....one sat afternoon.. we were in his room...and talking about doing it..havin sex....we talk about all the possibilities...and at the end he added how about u suck my **ck...i said...maybe.....on a sunday night.....i sleept over at his place....to act out our plans....u know every thing was right...the mood...the air...the pple aorund us...the the music....althoug inside me and him we were a little scared....but still was going on....we had sex...for two hrs...str8 with out a stop....then he sais time out...so we stop or 5 mins...then another 2 hrs or nonstop...its around....5:30 in the morning.....we havent had sleep....and at 7"30 mah school bus is going to pick me up for school.....then 5 mins later...he started rubbing his **ck..and start moaning...he ask me to lick it...i said no...he said dont worry...just lick it like a lolly pop itll be okay...i said noh and left..i went to the wash room.....as i notice he also stand up and follow me inside the wasroom....he started kissing me and all that..he pick me up and put on top of the sink...the start licking mah **ck...after i had this tingly feeling....and it was so gud...then the tell me..see it was easy...he said pwez do the same thing...i siad nohh.....then again i left...went to be bed...then he was standing in form of me.....he started talking...and he was sying....."if u really luve..u would do it".....i change and left i went home and get ready for school...the end of the day...i was so tired that..after school i w3ent str8 to bed...i could not stop dreaming about wut happen to me for the last 24 hrs of mah life...then there it is....i had one question in mind.....the is now stuck in me....how do u show ur man u love them???

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