Hi how r u babez musta kana?... I hope your not tired... I know we've been together for almost 4yrs now... N i have no regrets whatsoever being with you... the only thing i regrets is that i didn't pay too much attention to you nung nag work nako sa pinapasokan ko ngayon. N its hard because of my schedule unlike before na wala pa akong work ako yung nag hahatid sundo sa'yo sa work mo. I know we had a great time during those years together... I have no regrets being inlove n being ur bf u always bring out the best in me babez n i have no problem with that coz i really enjoyed being with you... even if occasional nagaaway tayo pero ma solve naman natin yun di ba?... But now i don't know what to do?... Am I trying too hard to keep this love alive You don't seem to care about this love that we have I called you last night but you didn't answer ur phone. I didn't hear from you at all today Am I just wasting my time? I want to work things out But what's the point of it if you don't wanna talk to me about it. I guess I have to be in love alone It's not worth it anymore babez... if u find urself happy with somebody else just tell me I will understand... i'm not that kind of person na hindi umiintindi sa'yo... if u don't love me or want me anymore then tell me so that i won't look like a fool waiting for nothing... I've been meaning to say this to you but you wouldn't give me the time to talk to you about it. So to save us from heartaches and pain... I have no choice but to say GOODBYE we have to let each other go babez... as what i've seen from our situation right now parang wala kanang pag-ibig sakin... i don't know the reason why u still keeping me... I can't take the pain anymore babez... I can be a fool for you... crazy for you... inlove with you... yes i can do it all even if i have to face pain and sorrow to be with you i can do it all... but ignoring me is one thing that i can't stand anymore... U even lied to me... now thats low... Like u said barkda is much better than a bf right?... so what do u need me for?... its clear that u don't need me anymore all u need is ur friends...but i can do both if u want me too?... I'd rather hear the truth na hindi muna ako mahal at hindi na ako ang bf mo kaysa magsinungaling kapa sakin... sa part mo ok lang pero sa part ko mahirap eh... masakit sakin babez...friend parin ba ang tawag mo sa kanila kung kausap mo around 1am, 2am, 3am even 4am do u still consider that as ur friend?...pero kung ako na ang tatawag naka calll waiting ako at hindi mo man lang sinasagot anga tawag ko, kung kausap naman kita wala manlang 3mins hinahang up muna ang phone kasi reason mo me gagwin ka pa or inaantok kana... pero nakita kita sa chatroom tumatawa nag eenjoy tapos meron kapang tinatawag na baby sa room.. pero hindi ako nag rereklamo about it....gusto ko lang na kausapin ka kasi paminsan-minsan nalang tayo nagkikita ngayon kasi nga nagwork ka na uli.... na mimiss na talaga babez hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko... buti pa nga yung iba pag tinatawagan ka aabot kayo ng ilang oras eh ako wala man lang 5 mins tapos na tayo... naiingit ako sa kanila.. tapos pag sinasabi ko sayong nagseselos ako sasabihin mo lang sakin na "back off" or "iwanan kita"... oo gus2 ko ngang gawin yan pero hindi ko talaga magawa kasi mahal na mahal kita... kinaya ko lahat yun kinain ko pati pride ko pati narin pagkatao ko wala na nga akong tinirang pride sa sarili ko dahil sa pagmamahal ko sa'yo.... umiiyak ako sa tuwing ginaganun mo ako... kasi alam mo na hindi ko kayang gawin yun na iwan ka... alam mo kasi kung gaano kita kamahal.. nung time na nagkaroon ka ng ibang karelasyon.... nung time nayun umiyak ako at sinabi ko sa'yo na iwan kita pero hindi ko nagawa... naging sandalan mo ako sa tuwing nag-aaway kayong dalawa... naging kaibigan mo ako kahit na masakit sakin tiniis ko lahat yun basta lang makita kita at makasama... nagawa ko lahat yun babez dahil sa pagmamahal ko sa'yo.... pero ngayon hindi ko na alam kung anong gagawin ko ..... I feel like were drifting apart from each other.... so naka pagdecide nalang ako para sa ikakatahimik ng puso ko kahit na masakit sakin.. I have to leave you dahil wala na talagang pag-asa na maibabalik pa natin ang dati nating samahan... dati nating pagmamahalan... dati nating relasyon.... nakaya kong magpakatanga para sa'yo... nakaya kung magpapaka gago sa harap mo.... ngayon sa tingin ko makayanan ko naring iwan ka.... mahal na mahal kita oo hinding hindi mawawala yan sa puso at isipan ko.... kalahati ng buhay ko d2 sa tate ikaw ang kasama ko... hinding hindi kita makakalimotan..... time will come na makaka move on narin ako at makakalimotan ko narin ang nangyaring sakit at lungkot nararamdaman ko ngayon...maging isang alaala nalang sa isipan ko ang nangyari sating dalawa.... na naging bahagi ka na ng buhay ko hinding-hindi ko makakalimotan ang mga nakaraan nating dalawa... salamat sa pagmamahal na ibinigay mo sakin and thank you for the time that you've spent with me..... kahit anong mangyari ikaw parin ang baby ko.... I LOVE YOU BABEZ....GOODBYE!!!!!