My alarm clock has awaken me from a deep sleep, last night i thought i can no longer make it to the next day. i just drunk my heart out. I fixed my breakfast and drenched my body with a warm bath. This is the everyday scenario of my life. Im sick and yes, indeed i'm tired!

My patients keep on calling me and i can hear the phone rings and for sure that's another doctor's order or maybe the family of the patients checking the latter's condition. Sometimes i just feel its all over me and i can no longer gather my strength.. i just wanna lay down and forever stay still in bed.

Money, Money, Money... what's so good about you that i can't live without you, that i can sacrifice everything just to have you... same question that people mostly asked. Its a universal need, i know.. but mind you, its taking my life away from me, although at one point, its giving me life.

I can feel the aroma of the breeze blowing right through my very eyes, and this is the only time i can look back to the memories that i really wanna go over with.. I may be far from my home in exchange of denomination, i may go crazy at times knowing that it will be long 'til i found my complete happiness again, but who says i can't live with this small happiness i found in here, where i can get what i want, i can have the nicest ride, i can buy the fanciest clothes,.... where happiness seem untrue.. where my loneliness i almost unseen.

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