So many things keep on reminding me about you. Your smell, foods we used to eat, places we usually visits, hearing mass every Sunday, your friends, your family, even the smell of alcohol on my hands.. everything about you.

It’s been a long time since we’ve decided to part ways. Though, I never really can feel you’re gone.

I’m always getting ready about having you totally out of my life, always finding ways to finally let go of you completely. But then from nowhere, you’ll be here again.. Unconsciously distracting me for reaching my goal as I allow myself to feel worthless again after your unexplainable shown off.

Just by now, I absolutely want to have nothing to be heard about you.

I won’t take any chances of letting you do your game again.

I can do this. I’ll make sure I will.