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love..love..as if its magic..but the reality of my 5 years relationship isnt magic. behind that is the story of crying, eating your pride, letting him stay even if he wants to say goodbye..pretendin you can still do somthin for that relationship tho saying Goodbye is the right thing to do.
That 2 days of living in hell..that 2 days where i tried to win him back.i tried to travel while contempleting how to have him. our 3 years of being together became a history when in our 4th year of being together, he has to stay with his family and manage thier business. i have this feeling that being away would make us forget somethin..then..we did. it was hell.
when i saw him..i can see the hurt in his eyes.knowing he thinks i forget about him while i was also away..workin and plannin for our future. then i realized..we differ at present with how we weigh and prioritize things..he wants to enjoy with his friends..he wanta a life of his own without considering i exist while me...i settled with workin still..for us..for the future.
seeing him like that made me pity myself.. iam not needed. he simply gives up..i know that he wants me to stay but the temptation of living a full life...a life spend with happy go luckies is his top priority. that 2 days...i died. i fought for the battle tho i can see that i cant have him back...
the warm hugs arent warm anymore..the kisses...as if am kissin a stranger..that 2 days of crying..of not eating..of begging...finally.. i gave in. i decided to stay but he wants to go.he won...he is gone...but i stayed.
when he was sayin goodbye while i was inside the bus..i know, this is the end for him... hope to find a way of ending my own story. parting's never that easy but i guess that is life. this isnt a dot yet. the world is turning. i might love again but still... i will consider that 2 days of living in hell if that will make him stay.
i love him..that its hard to let go.
Never hurt those people who love you the most..please. dun ever remember the bad things..the quarrels..remember the happy times...remember how great life is when the one you love is around. i still love him..i do...
call me tanga..call me martyr...i'll be happy to die like that. batukan nyo nga ako!
That 2 days of living in hell..that 2 days where i tried to win him back.i tried to travel while contempleting how to have him. our 3 years of being together became a history when in our 4th year of being together, he has to stay with his family and manage thier business. i have this feeling that being away would make us forget somethin..then..we did. it was hell.
when i saw him..i can see the hurt in his eyes.knowing he thinks i forget about him while i was also away..workin and plannin for our future. then i realized..we differ at present with how we weigh and prioritize things..he wants to enjoy with his friends..he wanta a life of his own without considering i exist while me...i settled with workin still..for us..for the future.
seeing him like that made me pity myself.. iam not needed. he simply gives up..i know that he wants me to stay but the temptation of living a full life...a life spend with happy go luckies is his top priority. that 2 days...i died. i fought for the battle tho i can see that i cant have him back...
the warm hugs arent warm anymore..the kisses...as if am kissin a stranger..that 2 days of crying..of not eating..of begging...finally.. i gave in. i decided to stay but he wants to go.he won...he is gone...but i stayed.
when he was sayin goodbye while i was inside the bus..i know, this is the end for him... hope to find a way of ending my own story. parting's never that easy but i guess that is life. this isnt a dot yet. the world is turning. i might love again but still... i will consider that 2 days of living in hell if that will make him stay.
i love him..that its hard to let go.
Never hurt those people who love you the most..please. dun ever remember the bad things..the quarrels..remember the happy times...remember how great life is when the one you love is around. i still love him..i do...
call me tanga..call me martyr...i'll be happy to die like that. batukan nyo nga ako!
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Being a surgeon is easy. Just remember to cut, close and suture. But sometimes, you'll encounter a cut that is difficult to heal. Just like love. You can always cut but closure and suturing don't always follow. Thus, causing continuous bleeding.
--Grey's Anatomy
--Grey's Anatomy