its because memories are the only things that dont change,when everything else does there are things in life that you cant hold on forever no matter how much you fight for it.sometimes destiny isnt always good,it becomes playful when you met someone you learned to love,you thought that it was destuny who made your path cross.but what if making your paths cross is just a part of the game that the playful destiny create?making you realize in the end that the person you thought that was destined for you wasn't realy meant to stay but only destined to make you fell love and leave you when you've already fallen its not easy to state a reason when you decide to leave your love.some might think its just an excuse some might not actualy believe some will blame you.some might even be mad at you what they dont see is the fact that it hurts you even more to hurt someone who dosent deserve to be hurt especially when you cant actually state the reason why you have to leave.you cant never own something that was never yours.so lets stop gripping on thing we expect to last forever.nothing last forever forever is a lie everything is transitory so while you have something in your hand put in your mind that its just borrowed.so that someday when its gone,it wont take you eternity just let it go.when your feelings get strong for someone,its always wise to stop for a while and give your heart a time to breathe a time to use your mind to weight the situation based on reason not on emotion because the saddest thing that can happen is when one fall in love while the other wants nothing more than friendship.love can sometimes be magic but magic can sometimes be an illusion.there are times when i wish that i was limited to certain emotion. so that ill never have to experience pain,never feel betrayed or disappointed, and never get my fragile heart broken.but the same thing means that i'll nver know how it feels to love and be loved in return the thought of it kind of scares me to have a heart heart thats whole but numb or a heart thats broken but real.someday well all be looking back to those days we learned to love,get hurt,cry and fight maybe when that time comes well be laughing at our old dumb selves realizing how stupid we were to stand up for things we knew were'nt realy meant for us.but i guess learning takes time and mistakes make ones journey fun.life is what we make it love makes the world go round. so lets live,love,and take whatever pain it brings.though its hard to wait around for something that i know will never happen.its harder to stop when i know its everything i've always wanted ....but you what?im glad im glad it happen...were good friends and im thankful for that..


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