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Main Forum - Category:Love & Intimacy
my bitter life
hi everyone
im new here a friend just forward this site to me.. i dont know if what im supposed to do now is right... let me start my bitter life story... when i was young,namulatan q n happy ang family q... msaya...khit wala c papa...he needs to work in manila, while i and my 2 bro's along w/ our mama are in our province... it all started when i reached the age of 5... 2 of my older cousins on my mama's side molested me... both of them didnt know that theyboth tasted me... another man did it,a a cousin of my 2 first molesters on their father's side.. then 3 of my uncles... i know ur wondering y i didnt tell to my parents.. kc bata p poh aq nun... i dont know how to react... i didnt know what they are doing to me... and i didnt dare to talk about it... coz i was so innocent those times... when i became a real lady(my period na),dun q nlaman n mali lahat un...but what else can i do??? tapos na dba??? im not sure,but that dark past affected me... i became aloof on opposite sex... specially when my parents decided to separate...after my papa beat my mom... then i didnt know what happened...i just realized that i was lika a robot...just moving without any emotions... when i turned 16,i started working on night clubs... coz i saw my mama having lunch eating a mango w/ bagoong... which is P1.00 each... and experienced xmas without any to eat.. coz my mama has been working hard to feed and make us study... as i worked on clubs,i also sell myself to the costumers who can pay my price... ive been the bread winner,but mama didnt know what im doing, she just thought that i have a wealthy "sugar daddy"... then i met this girl who asked me if i want to work as a cam girl,and ofcourse i agreed... i had foreign bf's,made my brother's life easier and so is my mama.... im quite succesful,for my family... but when it comes to my luvlyf??? im a looser... all of the mens i had always leaves me... and i didnt know y... im always asking myself,what's wrong with me??? or have i done wrong,or am i not worth to be loved!!! all i can remember,they are always saying that i should leave my past,or the thing that's bothering me... but how will i? when i cant tell to any of them,... right now,im afraid that im going to loose the man i love so much!!! guys,if ur on my situation,what will u do??? Share this post (facebook, email, twitter, etc) at pagpapalain ka ng husto.
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hmm ganun poh talaga kasi un, pag bata pa poh namulat na sa ganun, parang hahanap hanapin nya un pag laki nya, ganun poh tlaga un.
try to open it up s boyfriend m ngaun...
iiyak m s knya lhat.. let the pains flow.. mkaraan m n yn eh..although part yn ng buhay m.. u have to learn how to accept it...pra gumaan ang loob m.. pra ms maging ok kung anuh un meron k ngaun.. 
Tama open mu lht sa bf mo, kng mhl k tlga nun tatanggapin k nun kht anu pa past mo.. gagaan pakiramadam mo at mas makakya mo makapag move on
sad nmn ng story but dont always look back on ur past, just look forward, past made to happen coz there sumthing that want to realized, and if the man truly loves you, he will understand ur situation, wg ka na malungkot girl..
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