I don't know why despite all the things that has transpired between us, I am still waiting for the day that you will come back.

I miss everything about you.
and since we separated...

and if there was a changed that happened, I think I love you even more.


crazy isn't it...

I always think if i could dig some dirt about you or find your imperfections. I would be able to be mad at you and just throw away my feelings of love for you...

but it backfired...

I just hated myself for thinking ill of you and yes...

it made me want you even more...

I think I am insane.

but I am always hoping that this will eventually pass.

maybe i'll meet someone.

and then maybe just maybe would not look for you anymore...

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