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Pressure :)
posted by (Nov 04, 2009 @ 9:03PM) views: 218
haayy.

since I'm alone and i've got nothing to do, napa-reflect tuloy ako sa buhay ko which made me realize how lonely i am. not sad. but lonely.

buong buhay ko, i've been an achiever especially sa acads (am not boasting ha) kung iisipin it's so much fun kasi kaliwa't kanan yung mga papuri and stuff. pero mahirap din kasi all my life nabubuhay ako sa pressure. pressure na mmaintain ang grades, pressure na hindi maging kahihiyan sa pamilya etc. madaling sabihin for other people na wag magpadala sa pressure, but believe me when you get there, you can't help it. minsan tuloy naiisip ko, ano kayang yung pakiramdam ng normal lang? yung tipong pasado or 3.0 lang super happy na yung parents mo. siguro ang saya nila di ba? aral ng unti, chill, no pressure. haayy kainggit. i've failed their expectations once. and it was hell. : c r y : 

am generally fine and happy but i sometimes no, rather most of the time feel empty. i've been fooled by the guy whom i've loved so much. hanggang ngayon am still not over him. i loved him so much pero wala na. why fight for someone na binitiwan ka na. : c r y : 

ayuun. Goodevening na lang. : ) 
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diewithme    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:04 PM
 
: s a d n a n a : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:24PM
: w a v e n a n a : 
  diewithme    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:25PM
: w a v e : : s a d n a n a : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:26PM
sad ka? ; ) 
  diewithme    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:27PM
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:30PM
nabasa ko na kanina. naiiyak ako. ayaw ko ng ulitin. haha!
  Dragomir    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:31PM
: x 
blony    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:11 PM
 
i feel the same way....hirap nga eh!
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:22PM
haha! siguro nasanay na din ako. napaisip lang kasi ako ngayong gabi, haha
bukaykay    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:11 PM
 
Wag kang magpapadala sa pressure ate.

Mahirap, baka pumutok.

Tulad ka sa akin. Pabanjing banjing lang pero nakakaachieve kahit papano.

Kasi ang sobrang stress nakakaharang ng daloy ng utak. Mas mahirap.

Pwede ka namang maging normal pero mamemaintain mo pa rin yung nakukuha. Hindi mo kailangang mainggit sa mga taong bumabagsak kasi yung mga yun, nasanay ng ganun kaya masaya na.

Sino bang tao ang matutuwang maging mababa?

Wag mong ipressure sarili mo. Ano pa ang dami ng laman ng utak kung ayaw naman. Cool ka lang.
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:23PM
haha! yeeaahh. thank you : )  nga pala. fan mo ako. i love your story dun sa poetry and fiction. haha!
  bukaykay    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:35PM
Naks. Ikaw nga yun.

Salamat sa pagbabasa ah!

Anyways. Goodluck sa aral mo. Masarap mag-aral. Pumapakla lang pag sumobra.

Buti ako nasasarapan pa.

Pakasarap ka rin!
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:40PM
okay naman ako! enjoy din. nag-emo nga lang ngayon. yung mom ko kasi parang di niya ko nappreciate lately. haha!
  bukaykay    •reply    Nov-4-09@10:45PM
Hay nako. Diyan tayo parehas.

Ang pagiging umappreciated ng magulang.

Pero ewan ko.

Kahit anong pagpilit nila sa akin.

Walang epekto.

Kaya hanggang ngayon banjing parin ang inaatupag ko.
ewanskie    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:14 PM
 
: t a k a s : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:24PM
: l o l : 
Dragomir    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:30 PM
 
: s m i l e : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:31PM
: r a z z : 
  Dragomir    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:35PM
: a w a r d :  : h u g : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:39PM
: n o t w o r t h y : 
procastination    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:32 PM
 
kaya u feel empty kase someone broke ur heart... take time to mend it and be happy and wild while you're at it : o t s o 2 : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:39PM
haay. gusto ko lang talaga siyang makalimutan. actually, after him. nainlove na ko sa iba. kaso when i fell out of love dun sa isang guy, bumalik n nmn yung feelings ko for him. haayy.
rc_kun    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:42 PM
 
mahirap makalimot per hnd imposible
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:45PM
i agree! haha! : ) 
  rc_kun    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:46PM
haha!! : n a u g h t y :  : n a u g h t y :  : n a u g h t y : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:47PM
: r a z z : 
cptnoname    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:45 PM
 
about the pressure... Isipin mo na lang para sayo rin ung pressure na un... maiintindihan mo yan pag you have your own life... Masasabi mo siguro kung hindi ka nila pineressure.. hindi mo makakamtan ang ganun buhay....

about being betrayed, it is just a matter of time... just continue to grieve, to cry, to think about him etc etc...

at mapapagod ka rin... hanggang sa wala ka ng ma-feel at ma-in-love to someone else... un lng.. : ) 

: t a k a s : 
littlemsfrustration    •reply Nov 4, 2009 @ 9:46 PM
 
thank you thank you : )  : n o t w o r t h y : 
  littlemsfrustration    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:47PM
ay nalaglag. for captnoname yun. hehe! : ) 
  cptnoname    •reply    Nov-4-09@9:51PM
np
coolasa    •reply Nov 5, 2009 @ 2:54 AM
 
anila, dpt masaya ka smga ginagawa mo, ung mabigyan ng happiness parents mo diba happiness mo din so keep it up tutal kya mo nmn diba... pro ung pagiging lonely mo dhl : b r o k e n :  is another case, na nkaka apekto lng s pgaaral mo o nabubunton mo s ibang bagay .. pro pag happy kn ulit : l u v :  sabihin mo nmn ang sarap mag aral, hehe... inspirasyon ang kulang cgro ... he will come, w8 ka lng : w i n k : 

: b u r l e s k : 
binsoy18    •reply Nov 5, 2009 @ 11:28 AM
 
ei, you should be proud of yourself. atleast, your building something for your future. pressure will always be there, mediocre students are more likely pressured than you because of the the thought of failing. you may not appreciate what your doing now but when opportunity knocks on your door you'll be thankful.
souldagger24    •reply Nov 5, 2009 @ 11:46 AM
 
from being pressured....


biglang talon sa luvlyf


happy ending to : l o l : 
  binsoy18    •reply    Nov-5-09@1:41PM
: l o l :  : l o l :  : l o l : 
ano k b? gnun kabilis magbago ang story ngaun.

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