how do u feel?
im physically fine but emotionally disoriented. im kind of depressed. i feel restrained. i cry without reasons.

why?
its been 2weeks after the car accident and i feel like im suffocating. i cant do things i ussually do, the things i need to do and the things i have to do.
it kinda burdens me to depend on others like this, i cant even by my own food. i want to drive myself to go to school but i cant.

wat do u wana do?
i wanna go to the park and relax there like i used to. i wanna go there to relieve stress, to reflect on myself, to take pictures and stuff like that. i wanna go some place else other than house and work; by myself but i cant.
i wanna hangout wit my friends and laugh my ass off but its hard. i wanna see them and talk about weird and funny things other than the wat happened to the accident.

wat do u need?
money! this stresses me the most. since the accident happened, money has been my biggest problem. before, i didnt mind not having a single peeny in my pocket but now that i have lots of things to pay for.. money starting to drive me crazy. stupid accident!!

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hayyzzz sorry i jez have to to this...

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