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finally... (^.^)
posted by (Dec 04, 2008 @ 5:52PM) views: 162
lapit na kmi mag two years ng bf ko ngaun
wala ko masabi sa relationship nmn
d kmi nag-aaway, sobrang bait nya and understanding, sobrang maalaga.. as in lahat na tlga..

but..

recently nag-uusap kmi ng "X" ko
thru email and txt
3 years din kmi nun
naging magbarkada tlga kmi b4 naging kmi
nagbreak kmi dahil dun sa lukring na gurl na pinalit nya sakin na sobrang sarap : j o m b a g :  : p u k p o k :  at : f l u s h : 
(bad aq.. : l o l :  )
usap kmi bat ganto ganyan..
and naintindihan ko nmn (kahit papano.. : r a z z :  )
sa lahat ng "X" ko sya ung sobrang minahal ko
and dumating sa point na natakot aq kc feeling ko love ko pa sya
(which is wrong kc nga may bf aq ngaun..)
sobrang confused aq kc lage nya ko invite for lunch or dinner after work
takot aq na makita sya kc bka nga love ko pa sya and ayoko saktan bf ko ngaun
kaya everytime na aya nya ko lage ko reason out na busy aq etc..

and then last night..

after work saktong pagdating ko sa pad
he txted me inviting me for dinner sa pad nya
isip aq.. cge pumunta ko (kc hatid nya nmn aq after)
sabi ko sarili ko eto na ung chance para malaman ko kng love ko pa tlga sya or hindi na
tapos yun nung andun kami wala lang kulitan, kwentuhan, about sa life, family nya, family ko etc..
pero may katxt ang lolo mo lage : l o l :  : l o l :  : l o l : 

nung andun aq.. sobrang kinompare ko xa sa bf ko now and narealyz ko na love ko tlga bf ko and hindi ko na sya love
parang barkada nlng ulet tingin ko sknya..

atleast ngaun i feel ok na.. at peace..

sobrang : p r a y :  tlga ko before na dumating na ung right guy for me and i have him na.. bute nlng.. bute nlng..

one rule in life.. when its over move on and never look back..

un po.. share ko lang po..
senxa na super duper mega haba.. : l o l :  : l o l :  : l o l : 


btw..pano po ba magdelete ng mga previous post?
salamat po.. : s m i l e :  : s m i l e :  : s m i l e : 
 
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Malz    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 5:56 PM
 
: r a z z : 
tomorrow    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 6:07 PM
 
: h m m : 

never look back.,

pero nakipagkita ka sa ex mo., alam ba ng bf mo yan? : l o l : 

sus!
  _sweetieme_    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:14PM
: l o l : 
opo..
sinasabi ko sknya lahat.. : s m i l e : 
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:36PM
: h m m : 

swerte ka sa bf mo kung ganun.,

: c o n g r a t s : 
  ctrlqqaltdel    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:38PM
ksama b to s sinabi mo s current bf mo?
"and dumating sa point na natakot aq kc feeling ko love ko pa sya"

: s u g o d :  hehehe
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:47PM
: h m m : 

ai nakalimutan kong itanonf yan?

panu na lang kaya kung mahal pa din nya after nilang magkita : e s e p :  : l o l : 
  ctrlqqaltdel    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:49PM
hehhe uu nga...tanong mo ah...aalis n muna ako: s u g o d 2 : 
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:50PM
: h m m : 

aalis din muna ko

wala yung otor eh.,

: r o l l : 
  _sweetieme_    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:54PM
opo.. sinabi ko din po sakanya.. : s m i l e : 
as in lahat po kinukwento ko sakanya.. : s m i l e : 
  ctrlqqaltdel    •reply    Dec-4-08@6:54PM
ahhh..gud....: s u g o d 2 : 
  _sweetieme_    •reply    Dec-4-08@7:01PM
siguro kung nagkataon na love ko pa?
dko parin ggive-up bf ko now..
sobrang opposite nila eh..

minsan mas mabute na mas love ka kesa mas love mo..
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-4-08@9:57PM
: h m m : 

so bakit nakipagkita kapa?

nu pong sense nun?
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-4-08@9:58PM
: h m m : 

tsaka siguro lang eh., it means dika pa sigurado., : e s e p : 
  _sweetieme_    •reply    Dec-5-08@12:59AM
for closure..
sobrang comlicated kc ng ngyare samin..
na involved family nmn.. kya un..
tsaka mas at peace aq kung friends kmi.. : s m i l e :  : s m i l e :  : s m i l e : 
  tomorrow    •reply    Dec-9-08@11:37PM
: h m m : 

enough ng naclose., pro yung friends.,


isang malaking risk yan.,
imabitch    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 6:15 PM
 
: l o l : 
ctrlqqaltdel    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 6:31 PM
 
"Never look back
At all the damage we have done now
To each other
To each other
To each other

But when I see you
It's like I'm staring down the sun
And I'm blinded
There's nothing left to do
And still I see you"
third eye blind - blinded
BLUE_SPY    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 8:20 PM
 
: h m m : 

: n o t w o r t h y : 
BanchF    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 8:33 PM
 
good for you... for both of you. : s m i l e : 
kalibre22    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 10:33 PM
 
: n o t w o r t h y : 
acey_08    •reply Dec 4, 2008 @ 10:46 PM
 
: n o t w o r t h y : 
DEMO    •reply Dec 5, 2008 @ 8:24 AM
 
you finally have your closure. kudos to you and goodluck on your relationship.

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