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AUGUST 25, 2008
"Happy Birthday!
I tried not to think of you this day.. but I failed! I thought time cannot erase all the pains that I've been through.. yet, sending you this message and remembering the day that I was with you erases them all." -this text message was not really send though.  i was trying to send it around 11:57 pm on Aug. 25 but i run out of load. Thank God!   to my self! Is someone above trying to tell me to let go? it's been almost four years for Brad Pitt's sake! yet, here I am.. still a prisoner of my past! I always believe in the principle that you actually don't need someone else in order to forget someone because I believe in the natural process of healing like an Indian philosopher once said (unfortunately I forgot his name.) well, i strongly agree on that. (and that is what I'm actually doing for almost 5 years now) If I will be entering into a new relationship someday, I'd love to commit my new self on it. That i can only see my past as a lesson learned and I am no longer attached to it anymore. but, last night as we celebrated the 20th birthday of my cousin, Meme, we had this sudden evaluation of ourselves. She is now 20, not a teenager anymore and next year I will be 20 too not a teenager no more. For the past 6 years of my teenage life I only love one person and after we decided to go separate ways (due to lots of factors..  ) I choose to continue loving him even if it means hurting my self, but i still did it. (yes, I know that's stupid of me!) after my busy day, i goes home with just I,me and myself! after i hanged out with my friends i goes home with just I,me and myself! So, I was thinking that the principle that I had is... wrong? ineffective? defective? ironic? i dunno!  It's just pop up into my mind last night that maybe I should, you know..  find someone else to forget him?   Today, I've learned that goodbyes will always hurt.. pictures never replace having been there. Memories good or bad will bring tears.. and words can never replace those feelings :: comments ::
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 nag balik na nman ang reyna ng kagandahan! how's my subordinates?
 
princessNsearch
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Aug-26-08@8:56PM
oh kumusta na ang iyong madamdaming pag babasa dyan kapatid?
i guess things happen for a reason tulad ng nangyari sa 'yo mas pinili mo na mahalin sya maski wala na kayo choice mo kasi yun at dun ka masaya eh kaya hayaan mo na lang muna ang sarili mo na mahalin sya tulad ng dati pero dapat mo ring bukan ang puso at isip mo na dapat mo syang i let go at gawin mo to ng paunti unti it takes time and a lot of effort. goodluck!
princessNsearch
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Aug-26-08@9:49PM
yeah,i know.. it's a matter of choice.. thank you so much for dropping by and sharing your thoughts.
When you realize you want to spend the rest of your life with someone, you want the rest of your life to start right now. --from "When Harry Met Sally"
I love him. I love him for the man he wants to be and the man he almost is. I love him Laurel, I LOVE HIM.
--from "Jerry Maguire"
nag balik ba nman aketch upang mag hasik ng lagim.. anong ulam natin dyan?
ma'am nka labay ka dri? mingaw na au ang bata sa imo ai.. :: leave a comment You need to be logged-in order to post comments.Still do not have an account? Register for free
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