Im Cheryl& being Eighteen is the shii...

my head thinks too much,so it's simpler for me to follow the dictates of my heart.

There are things that you have no control over. Even if you pray hard and do everything by the book,when fate has other plans,it changes everything.IT'S HEARTBREAKING.You may lose something but you also gain another.I discovered that when you lose with grace and move on,you gain knowledge of your mistakes. You start to understand why things happened.Both parties have justified reasons.You start to empathize with the person who hurt you.You accept accountability for your part of the mess and then you pray again and hope for the best unexpected thing to happen.This is what you gain the most---MATURITY.
THINKING ABOUT MY FUTURE makes me stronger,

and keeps me moving on.&believes that everything has its purpose and everything happens for a reason.We cant change the past,but we can think of what we can do & work hard for the present,it doesnt matter what others think of you,what matters is what you think you are inside and plan for the future,so bad things wont happen again.


LAST,i believe in god saying "never ever make comparison between two people or things".


i make a lot of wrong choices,bad decisions that i regret.i fall really quick like boom.but it doesnt mean i dont have respect fo myself.obcourse,i do respect myself.But sometyms, i still do things even though i know it wasnt right cos i know its the only way that will make my pain go away or either other people will be happy about it.Its weird.just dont ask.long story.But the best part of it,i learn my lessons,just in a HARD WAY.


talk shii if youd like,i dont waste my time.
save it fo yo mama.

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