there are five things in life that i wish i have,

first of all, i wish i can be as tough as a man, yes because i am very weak, i really wish i can be as tough as a man, for a man has the ability to manage their feelings, they dont cry when they get hurt, and i sometimes wonder, do they ever get hurt? i wish i can be like that,

secondly, i wish i can be more understanding than normal, because i have this feeling that i am not understanding enough, i wish i can understand a man's feelings and needs so that "he" wont think that i am immature and selfish,

honestly, sometimes i wish i am a man, so that i wont have to chase a man, because it is stupid for a woman to chase a man, so stupid... and besides, i look like a man anyway,

i wish that my eyes wont swell from crying overnight, so that no one will know that i am hurt and i have been crying,

finally, i wish that i am perfect, so that i can be the perfect girlfriend for my boyfriend, a perfect wife for him someday, and a perfect mother to our children, you know, so that everything would be just perfect...