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if all else fails.,. i'll be ur last resort!
posted by st_jyn (May 13, 2008 @ 4:32AM) views: 612
i lived to be a target of assassination, only handled with extra care...

i am a trump card wich my people long to exterminate...

i am a threat!
: d e a d n a n a : 


trump card


an advantage, weapon,., that is kept in reserve until needed
(im still ur trump card, dnt worry)




brainwash! you've all got it done!
u've brainwashed society with all ur phony tricks...
happy now!?

: h m m : 

aren't you not satisfied to wat u'v caused me?
too much harm, too much words!
its already POISON!!!

no dont say it again!
no way i wasnt the culprit, okay!!
never had i the idea to do things so brutal as what u've thought i done!

darn!
no!
it wanst me!
no its not what you think it is!

i never have done anything yet!



i may lay guilty before your eyes, as i cant really grasp for word to save me now...

but all i know is im not!


you dont trust me!
darn!
u really don't...
i dnt know what happen but really its tearing me apart!!
: s a b u n o t : 

dad please believe me!
maybe im not little princess no more, but i havent grown apart from u,
i you who's making your way away from me!
theres nothing to save us now but our selves..
: d e a d n a n a : 


this is just a petty mix of emotions when ur being labeled to what ur not!,
: s a d n a n a :  now i know how swan labeled as a duck feels

i got nowhere to turn to ryt now!
i have nothng to hold but my self...
i cant grasp for words anymore!
im damn dead!!!

im not bleeding, but i feel pain : b r o k e n : 

 
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genjosanzo7    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:34 AM
 
hmm
hmm? : ? 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:36AM
hmm?
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:37AM
ahem ahem... amuzta k nmn..
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:37AM
eto buhay pa din kahit papanu...
: s m i l e : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:39AM
teka ako nalilito n.. san mo b gs2ng makipag usap... dami weh @_@
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:45AM
huh?
makipag usap?
: ? 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:47AM
uwu sang slot dami n nyan ohh....
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:51AM
gawa ka bago...
dun sa baba

: g r i n : 
genjosanzo7    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:35 AM
 
anu meron??
  st_jyn    •reply    May-13-08@4:35AM
san?
: ? 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:37AM
sa post mo...
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:38AM
hmm..
wala,
basahin mo nlng po : s m i l e : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:39AM
tamad akoh makbasa: D 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:41AM
awts..
di mo yan malaman kung anu meon..
tsk..
: d e a d n a n a : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:43AM
yaan muh na tsaka nlng~ =D pde nmn niks taym diba?
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:45AM
ngeee...
panis na to next taym
: ( 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:47AM
d yan.. ill keep it in mind nmn ee(if i have one)
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:56AM
: l o l :  : l o l :  xur?
xherriz27    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:35 AM
 
: ( 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:36AM
: s m i l e : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:40AM
: d e a d n a n a : 

nk2matay ang smile mo : h m m : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:42AM
wala p yan.. pag ngiti ko double ded kna : D  walang tutblash toh partida nah~
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:44AM
double ded prng babuy lng,. : l o l : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:48AM
sexy version k nga lng ^_~
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:51AM
: b l u s h :  : b l u s h : 

: g a n u n : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:53AM
bkt ayaw mo??? pde bawiin un ~ wlang problema : s m i l e : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:56AM
sbi ko nga wak mo ng bawiin eh,. : l o l :  : l o l : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:58AM
ahaha.. gnun??? anyway gtg na.. nid 2 eat and rest.. 2 deiz nq puyatsz ee... see yah next tym...
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:59AM
okei c yah hir nxtym,. : b l u s h : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@5:01AM
cgeh2.. bye bye~
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@5:02AM
bye2. : b l u s h : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:36AM
: s m i l e : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:41AM
: s l o p p y :  : b l u s h : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:41AM
: b l u s h :  : b l u s h : 
awss...
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:45AM
musta nb kau? : n a u g h t y : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:46AM
kami?
: ? 
nino?
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:47AM
ni ano,.
alm mo n un,. : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:49AM
tskk..
di ehh..
cnu ba?
: ? 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:50AM
ni prince,.: d e a d n a n a : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:53AM
: l o l :  : l o l : 
aws..
hmm..
ok pa nmn..
pero ewan ngayn, adik nya,
di nagrereply...
: m e c r y : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@4:57AM
ganun b?
nako bka bc xa,. ; ) 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:05AM
2log na yun, i bet..
: s m i l e : 
xe nmn ng ttxt lng kami, conversation was ok...
tas bigla nawala,
nakatulog cguro
: r o l l : 
lagi nya yun nigagawa these days..
: h m m : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@5:08AM
ahhh,.
nako gnyn din akin,.

minsan nk2inis lng,.
pero bka pgod or sumthin.. : b l u s h :  : ( 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:15AM
uu nga,
un nlng iniicp ko..
pagod nga cguro un..
: c r y :  : c r y : 

xe nmn daw naglakad2 yun kanina,
xabi nya,
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@5:23AM
ah ganun pla,.
aun nmn pla,.
intndhin mo nlng,. ; ) 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:24AM
uu nga nmn..
: s m i l e : 
mgcng dn nmn yun bukas, : l o l : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@5:30AM
: t a m a :  : b l u s h : 

kaboring d2 s hauz.: s a d n a n a : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:44AM
: l o l :  : l o l : 
bkt?
bat ka bored?
nood ka nlng pbb.. : g r i n : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@5:58AM
uii

anu meron bat ako pinguusapan nyo??


tsk tsk...


: m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:00AM
tinatanung ka nya e..
: g r i n :  : g r i n : 

hoi babasa ka ng comments.. : m a d : 
inappropriate..
: c r y :  : c r y : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:01AM
bat ikaw hindi???

: m a d : 
  xherriz27    •reply    May-13-08@6:02AM
: l o l :  : l o l : 

anjan kna pla,.
bad ka tnulugan mo xa,.: n o n o : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:03AM
uu, tas du pa nagpaalam...
kexo nap lang daw..
haiz ewan..
: t a k a s : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:09AM
asus


ewan
papaalam pa

naman
nakatulog nga eh
from d word "nakatulog"
it means di sinsaja
huuuuu

nu gustu nyo...
mgtxt pa ko sa panaginip tsskkk
: m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:35AM
sungit mo..
tsk...
: h m m : 

kulang sa tulog? : ? 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:10AM
uu dito na ko...

eeee

nakatulog lng eh...

naman kayo
full force kayong dalawa : m a d :  : m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:03AM
hindi ako nagbabasa ng mga conversations o ha...

nakikita ko lng cla bgla,
tas di ko na binabasa lahat..
: h m m : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:11AM
asos

pero lam mu nglalandi ako???
: n a u g h t y :  : n a u g h t y : 

di daw binbasa : m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:34AM
hmm.. sa isang coment box mo pa lng xe malandi ka na,,

di kona tinutuloy pagbasa, xe magcclos lng ako : m a d : 
genjosanzo7    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:36 AM
 
ahem ahem ahem ahem..... ehemness...
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:36AM
ahem ahem ka jan? : ? 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:38AM
btet? la maicp weh... kea puro ahem ahem nlng muna
precious_joy05    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:36 AM
 
: r a z z : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:37AM
: e s e p : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:40AM
: ? 
hcir27    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:37 AM
 
: ?  : ?  pero cute ung last sentence " im not bleeding, but i feel pain" : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:39AM
hmm..
yan lang nata2nung pag first ka nasaktan
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:41AM
alam ko e2 unang nitatanong pag nsaktan kaw ee... "masakit?"
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:44AM
i mean, yan una mo nasasabi pag first tym mo nasaktan...

(tanung ng innocente)
: g r i n : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:50AM
me pa inosente epektinee pa... pang killer lng yan =D
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:57AM
innocente ako..
: s m i l e : 
  genjosanzo7    •reply    May-13-08@4:59AM
niwala... ako gna 2ng inosente weh~
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:06AM
: l o l :  : l o l : 
talaga?
IFUGAO    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:37 AM
 
: e s e p : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:58AM
: ? 
warchief99    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:38 AM
 
: s m o k e :  musta ka na? : l o l :  miss u!
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:40AM
uie!
e2, buhay padin...
: g r i n : 
  warchief99    •reply    May-13-08@4:43AM
: s m o k e :  kilala mo pa ko? xempre,, mahirapa ata kalimutan ang 2lad ko., ahaha.,, bangis talga ni gaara. parang ako lang,, may insomiac pag di na2log ng maaga,, : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:47AM
hahaha..
kilala pa kta..
tsk...
ehmmf..
uu idol ko yan c gaara..
hahaha
monster xa!!!
: l o l : 
  warchief99    •reply    May-13-08@4:56AM
: s m o k e :  monster rin naman ako,, pag gabi,, : r a z z : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:01AM
: ( 
hala, haha..
c gaara monster pag fullmoon..
: d e a d n a n a : 
  warchief99    •reply    May-13-08@5:04AM
: b u g s :  mas gus2 ko c gaara kaysa kay sakuragi.. mas monster un,, : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:06AM
bihira lng yan magsalita c gaara,
pero pakinggan mo nmn cnasabi nya
hahaha ; ) 
  warchief99    •reply    May-13-08@5:09AM
: s m o k e :  oo nga,, : l o l :  pero mas gus2 ko c kabuto mas mabangis,,, ako un eh,, : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:13AM
ayaw ko sa kanya..
tsk..
wag mo idol un..
: a y a w : 
bobo yun.,.
spy.,.
hmf..
  warchief99    •reply    May-13-08@5:25AM
: s m o k e :  magaling xa mang gamot,, kc gus2 ko porma nya saka c itachi,, mas mabangis,, parang ako rin un,, : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:46AM
haha..
ikaw nlng lahat a..
tsk tsk..
: r o l l : 
migz_06    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:41 AM
 
hanep last sentence mo ah...
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:43AM
awts..
last sentence lng ba?
: s a d n a n a : 
  migz_06    •reply    May-13-08@4:50AM
hehe! ou eh...
emoting mode... haha! joke! peace!
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:54AM
: r o l l : 
hang oa ba?
: ? 
  migz_06    •reply    May-13-08@4:56AM
d naman... hehe! sad and lonely lang...
alam ko n ung filing n un... hehe! sanay na...
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:59AM
buti ka pa..
ako kahit ilang ulit di pa din nasanay
: s a d n a n a : 
  migz_06    •reply    May-13-08@5:01AM
xenxa na... emo ako eh...
pero mssbi ko lang ay just dream afar...
hehe! bt k nga ba sad kc??
y not try smiling for a change...??
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:03AM
naka smile nmn ako kahapon..
only kagabi nagstart na ko nging sad..
itreallykillsher    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:44 AM
 
rather feel pain than nothing at all. =]
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:48AM
depends on what inflicts the pain
: g r i n : 
  itreallykillsher    •reply    May-13-08@4:54AM
it doesnt matter.
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:55AM
ngee..
haha..
how do u say that? : ? 
  itreallykillsher    •reply    May-13-08@4:59AM
with tounge, tonsils and mouth you can create a voice.. with voice you can say it.
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:07AM
tsk tsk..
: t a k a s : 
enchan    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:44 AM
 
: b l u s h : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:48AM
: ? 
MariaKhaela    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:45 AM
 
di porke nasasaktan, kelangang may dugo
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@4:49AM
: i a g r e e : 
  migz_06    •reply    May-13-08@4:51AM
: h a y n a k u :  agree me!
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:00AM
: l o l :  : l o l : 
pissedoFF    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:55 AM
 
: c r y : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:00AM
: s m i l e : 
  pissedoFF    •reply    May-13-08@5:08AM
: b l u s h : 
procastination    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 4:58 AM
 
: i a g r e e :  me mga tao tlg na ganyan : o k l a n g y a n :  irapan mo na lang sila..
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:00AM
uu nga tama...
: s a d n a n a : 
  procastination    •reply    May-13-08@5:02AM
: b a r b e l :  kasi ako nasabihan ng kung anu anu na nde namn talaga ako or nde ko nmn tlg kasalanan... : s h r u g :  minsan tlg nakakainit ng ulo.. o kaya nasasaktan ka sa mga ginagawi nila... but then.. alam mo sa sarili mo nmn ung totoo o... pity them instead... : ? 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:09AM
haiz...
pero, na try mo ba yung wala ka na talaga masabi para edefend self mo,
sure ka nmn na di ikaw gumawa,
pero nafifil guilty ka pren na di mo alam ang dahilan..
: (  : ( 
genjosanzo7    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 5:02 AM
 
Logging out~
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:10AM
: w a v e : 
iingat ka
sugar_plum    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 5:07 AM
 
dapat use those words to make you feel strong. don't let anyone try to put you down. : b l u s h : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:10AM
its hard when u hear those words coming out from ur own dad..
: d e a d n a n a : 
  sugar_plum    •reply    May-13-08@5:17AM
i know. pero nobody can help you but yourself. kung ganon na dad mo sayo. sana kahit sa sarili mo, hindi ka ganun. : g r i n : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:19AM
: a y a w : 
hindi nmn talaga...
bahala xa nu icpn nya...
i still got my self to hold on to,..
  sugar_plum    •reply    May-13-08@5:21AM
yep, tama. bahala sya. marerealize din nya yun someday.
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:24AM
i hope ma realize nya na agad in no tym..
: s a d n a n a : 
hirap xe ng ganito e
  sugar_plum    •reply    May-13-08@5:24AM
pag-pray mo na lang. : o k l a n g y a n : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@5:45AM
: p r a y : 
haiiz..
sana nga..
prince_chrew    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 6:00 AM
 
hmm

pabasa mu sa knya toh dali...

sabi sayo usap kami eh..
para msaya...
: n a u g h t y : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:02AM
adeeehk ka nga!
: m a d : 

tsk....
hmf...
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:07AM
di ahh

ahehe
love mo nmn ako eeeee

ang panget ng panginip ko mahal : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:36AM
bangungot ba?
: ? 


tsk tsk...
buti nga..
bakit daw? : h m m : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@7:03AM
eee


patawa nga : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@7:08AM
: ? 
prince_chrew    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 6:06 AM
 
ayy
comment pla ako matino...

hmmm

i dont have to ryt to say
"ok lng yan" kasi i dont feel d pain
na nfifeel mo...
uhmm
maybe sometimes mga tao talaga
nbubulag
you know may nsasabi na di nila mean
di nila sinasaja or di nila
alam n nkakasakit na sila...
that's part of life
ung mali lng xe di mo nasabi ung side
mo
kya till now mabigat sa pkiramdam mo
try to talk to him
hindi porket anak ka lng nya
la k n ryt pra sabhin side mo
or sabhin na natin na mali k kaagad
hmmpp

not all d tym alam ng matanda ang tama at mali minsan mas alm pa yun ng bata...

gets???

: k i s s : 

: s l o p p y : 

: l o v e h u g : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:12AM
hmm.. u think he said somthing he doesnt mean,
ewan lng,

coz kanina, he keeps on saying those words over again,

wala lng ako ginwa...
di na ko umiyak sa harap nya,


i just wanted a way out of here...
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@6:14AM
eee

di ka nmn kasi
ngsasalita
i told you sabhin mo like mo sabhin
tsk
yan mahirap sayo
titago mo feelings mo haay
ewan : m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:42AM
di k na xe kelangan sabihin sa kanya na idnt feel ol ryt, lam na nya yn...


tas the more i defend my self, mas lalo ko nagmumukhang guilty.

maybe one factor kng bat di ko na cnsabi how i feel is dahil sa dad ko,

lam mo ugali nya, he only stands for what he believes, di nya nihear out mga explanations ko.

kaya i learned to kip my mouth shut, whats the point anyway, wats the use of fighting for it, when lam mo na talo ka na from the start..
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@7:04AM
ahehe

parang
mom ko lng eh..

bat ganun mga parents : m a d : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@7:07AM
i dnt know..
haist..
basta when im going to be a parent somday, ayaw ko daw magingganyan...

di nila alam damage na niinflict nila sa utak ko...

leche cla.. : c r y : 
sanmigstrongice    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 6:13 AM
 
last resort??
saan po ba ang swimming??? : ?  : l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:32AM
aray..
: d e a d n a n a : 
  sanmigstrongice    •reply    May-13-08@6:43AM
invited po ba ko??: l o l : 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@6:45AM
: j o m b a g : 
nu ba resort pagkaintindi mo?

last resort= final choice


tsk... : c r y : 
death_godess    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 6:50 AM
 
Please just don't play with me
My paper heart will bleed
This wait for destiny won't do
Be with me, please, I beseech you
Simple things, that make you run away
Catch you if I can

: d e a d n a n a : 
  prince_chrew    •reply    May-13-08@7:05AM
cpr like mo??? ; ) 
  death_godess    •reply    May-13-08@7:09AM
: l o l :  : l o l :  : l o l : 
wak na...
babangon din yan...


: s a d n a n a : 
death_godess    •reply May 13, 2008 @ 8:53 AM
 
'Cause I don't wanna go on without you in my life.
I'll make any sacrifice for you,
Do anything you ask me to.
No I don't wanna go on without you in my life.
I'll make any sacrifice for you,
Do anything you ask me to.
(do anything you ask me to)

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